Am I Broken

Being broken doesn't mean I can't live
I keep the tears back from them,so I sigh
They can never know my pain
Not even when it is my time to die

He is the one who shows me life
Even if it seems to late
I don't understand why now
There is no way for me to ever hate

I am not the first, who he has come to
It is just that there is something more
We don't know why there is a lifeline
With us,we don't even know what for

Not yet anyways...
Am I Broken...Am I Broken...


*I did this short poem for a book that I know about,but it is not published just yet. Therefore,I can't tell the title of the book,yet. :P

One Kiss ( Inspired from Nicholas in the Imprinted Souls Series by Daniele Lanzarotta)

Am I seen as weak
Though little they know
She has to be the one to seek
Me that is,can she

I have what it takes
She just has to be the one to do it
Break my wall for her sake
She is strong,yet she has no clue

I have to keep it hidden
So that is why there is others
It may seem forbidden
Those others don't mean nothing

Do you think I have no heart
I want to feel just a little
I knew this from the start
The day I sat beside her

There on my bed
She was right there and I knew
I had it visioned all in my head
I froze for merely a second

That was all it took
Why didn't I just do it
I wanted to raise my head to look
To find her lips

Just for that one kiss
Only one kiss...Only one kiss...

Will I get another chance
I handed her over to the dark one
Without even getting to dance
It's like a game, really

She has others who want her heart
I know I can give her more
Will it tear her apart
Frustrated I am over this

I have a plan to turn
She is what I want
It even has to burn
Deep inside me

I must take her as mine
To give her the pleasure
There maybe a fine line
Between what I want,but what she can have

Having to be reborn
It's not a total curse
Depends on how you are scorn
Like I am perceived

I don't show everything of me
That is why she has to break my wall
She is the one to be
If I am wrong, then I might be damned once again

If only I went for the kiss, to see
Only one kiss...Only one kiss...

Just that one kiss...
Could have I known...Will I ever know......

Soldier by Me(Jennifer) *This is old too,I did this for my brother and all Soldiers*

When things get tough just keep pushing forward.
Remember you have a destiny in this life.
You are helping to protect the future for others.
...Whether it is for my family or even someone's wife.

Know that you are well thought of,
Even if you think you are falling apart.
From miles and miles away,you are needed always.
Thank you soldier from the bottom of my heart.

Thank You Dear Soldier!!

Hear Me by Me(Jennifer) *This is an old one I did*

AS I LOOK DOWN
THERE YOU ARE
I REACH OUT MY HAND
NOT SURE IF YOU CAN HOLD ON
WILL YOU GIVE ME YOURS?
UNTIL THE END... UNTIL THE END....

TIME IS PASSING ALONG
OUR HANDS SLIPPING AWAY
WHAT CAN WE DO TO HOLD ON?
YOU HAVE TO HAVE FAITH IN ME


LISTEN TO MY VOICE
UNTIL THE END...UNTIL THE END....
IT IS UP TO YOU
TO HEAR ME...TO HEAR ME...
IT IS UP TO YOU
TO HEAR ME.....

Now by Me(Jennifer) *Inspired from Bloodlust by Daniele Lanzarotta*

I am back home now
Trying to get back to life
You appeared, but how
There I fainted into darkness

I have never been so more torn,until now
What am I going to do
My other half is gone,don't seem how
He had to leave me, but you are here

You want part of me
Is it only for my blood
I know the real you is still to be
If only I can find a way

Flipping through these pages
I know there has to be more
My heart is feeling a bit of rage
You have to be saved

Someone is always following me
Protection is what they say
Though,I doubt it is always to be
Why am I the one they need

I stay silent
For now...For now....

Only to see what needs to be
For now...For now....

My heart has a desire
Either you or him
I am feeling the fire
From all the pain

It is almost too much
Taking the bite
Was it as simple as such
I didn't know

My blood was to heal
So sorry my love
I thought I was a meal
Now I know

Everything is coming together
One by one
Even I can see her feather
The dark one

She shall not scare us
Maybe a little she does
Though, I will not make a fuss
I must keep it together

Saving the both of you
Will not be easy
I have a clue
It shall be me

Shhh...It has to be
For now...For now....

No tears for me
Not now...Not now....

Not now....................

Pic designed by Me(Jennifer)

One by Me(Jennifer) *Inspired from Imprinted Souls by Daniele Lanzarotta*

We grew as one yesterday
Even though before I knew it, you were gone
Why did you leave me
I was not ready to be done

Our lives had just begun
The days are so hard without you
I will never forget you
My nights have been so blue

Even when I shut my eyes
You are always there with me
My heart feels so empty
While I even traveled across the sea

I had to get away
My life needed to start
All over,even if it is without you
Especially with my heart

You will always be a part of my soul
As one...As one....

For eternity we will always be
As one...As one....

You whisper to me from time to time
I will not forget what we had
There is someone who has helped me
He is not all that bad

I need to feel alive again
He does this for me
Please understand my love
You will need to let it be

He shows me what I need
Maybe I am a little torn
You will always mean everything
I just need to be reborn

I need to feel whole again
As one...As one...

As one...As one...
Just one.........

 *Pic designed by Me(Jennifer)

Find Me by Me(Jennifer) *It's a new one*

As I walk these cold days
I hold my heart heavy underneath me
The chill can make you cry
Where can you be

The sun can not even keep me warm
I try to look for your blue eyes
Rays of light shine but I can not see
Will you hear my cries

Shall I stop trying
Will you ever find me
I long for your touch
Are you by the sea

I want to feel free
Even to dance with you over the sea
Shall I wait to hear your voice
Can you find me

Oh! Can you find me..
Come and find me...

I seen you in my dreams tonight
Forever there you will be
Not wanting to wake
Afraid you will leave me

Burning desire is falling among me
Can you wake me from my dream
You are what I feel
Even through the light stream

Are you there on the other side
Will you wait for me
Leaving this place soon
Please wait by the sea

It will not be long for us
Just whisper to me
I will hear you, I promise
Can you find me

Oh! Can you find me..
Come and find me...

Will I find you.....

Give Me a Sign by Me(Jennifer)

This is one of my own things I wrote about a year ago.


It was so wrong of me to hide my emotions
Yet I can't break my wall down as you want me too
Will you ever understand my love for you

It is my weakness,oh my weakness
My love for you that I hide so dearly
Not wanting to have the pain, if you....
Oh! I can't dare to think of it

Could you,would you ever hurt me
I want you to show me ever so...
Will it ever be what we want
There has to be a way for us

Please give me a sign
Oh! Please give me a sign

You need me and I need you
Together we can have everything
Earth,Wind,Fire,and Water
All of it,if you just let me

How can I show you what I feel
There has to be a way for us
Hold my hand until the end
Break my wall,please break it

I am so willing to go with you
Can you walk with me too
I need for you to show me
Are you willing as much as I am

Please,give me a sign
Oh! Please give me a sign

I am standing here waiting for you
The moonlight shinning down on me
This cool breeze flowing through my hair
Feeling this sensation on my skin

Oh! Can it be what I am asking for
Is it my sign I am longing for
From heaven above,OH!
It must be it,it has to be it

As I wait to hear from you
Will you feel the same
Can I break my wall to show you
Will you receive the sign too

We so shall see in the days ahead
I am patiently waiting for you
My heart will wait for you
Will you be there.....We shall see....
We shall see....

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